Wild Flower.

012. 2012

2012-01-17T00:02:00.001+08:00

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3rd week into the first month of the year and it had been pretty good. Keeping my fingers crossed for a good year ahead! Scrap the new year resolutions shit 'cuz I don't ever keep them. 2011 wasn't awesome at all but I have an inkling that this year's gonna be good :> Although I know it's still quite early to say so.. I've been having very fulfilling weekends and I hope that this would continue throughout the year! School is like mehhhh-ish because prelims are in late Feb, and the actual (make it-or-break it) exams will start in early May. SIGH I feel so unprepared but I'm just gonna give it my best shot. It's 2k worth of money and I'm not gonna let that go down the drain. Hardcore studying start after CNY (ties white headband around forehead)! This blog is so boring.. I can't believe I'm here or if anyone is ever gonna read what I've typed but oh well I'll still salvage it. Somehow.

Compiled a list of my current favourite songs here:

Don't judge! I'm not a Twilight fan (MUST SAY FIRST AH) but I really love this song. Totally suitable for Twilight, NOT.

I don't know about you but I bet I'm gonna go like OMG K-POP?! Haha can't believe I'm listening to a little of k-pop now.. HOWEVER, you can't deny how hot these korean stars look.. I'm bloody inferior watching the MTVs 'cuz they're like so goddamn pretty. Can I have a sharper nose, bigger eyes and smaller face too God? (pouts)

Lastly, a catchy and uplifting song!

Have a good week ahead, whoever's reading this space!

Ending off with an over-exposed picture of myself 'cuz I no look like Korean star :( Nah I kid! It's because I can finally wink and take a picture without looking like I just had spasms.

Lots of love! x

011. Have yourself a merry little Christmas

2011-12-27T23:58:00.005+08:00

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I haven't been here for the longest time ever, but I'm good :> I shall start blogging here once again if I ever feel like it haha, because I'm happier at my private space now hehe. Christmas this year was awesome for me and I hope that 2011 will end with a blast too! Shall post a few pictures to spice up this space..

SUPER CUTE

Have a blessed Christmas! x

010. I carry your heart

2011-06-09T01:53:00.003+08:00

That’s the problem with us. We’re both stubborn asses and always want to get our way. We both hate to be wrong and love to be right. But that’s the thing about love. No matter what happens, we always come back for each other, one more time. (The Notebook)

I hate goodbyes.

009. Skinny love

2011-06-06T22:22:00.006+08:00

Hi! I'm back after a pretty long hiatus!

Life's good cuz I'm jobless and slacking my days away.

Waking up at noon, painting nails, tumblr, nap hahahaha. That's my daily routine for you.

OHHHH and I passed my BTT on the first attempt hehe. Gearing up for FTT now!

So over the weekends, the boy finally brought me to have crayfish & BBQ stingray!

The crayfishes are awzm stuff and they taste super yumz. Nomz.

Wanted to catch Kungfu Panda 2 but the seats were fully booked. Mehhh.

But now, I'm craving for some piping hot ban mian soup lolllll.

Relationships are never easy. Some days you’re going to wake up and that love you know you have for the person in the bed next to you, isn’t going to come so naturally. We always say “no one told us it was going to be this hard” but they did. We choose not to listen because it seems so unreasonable that one day, you will find yourself doubting your love for that person. The only way you can make a relationship last is if you work at it every day and never give up on it. Because if you fight and argue and quarrel with that person and still can’t imagine leaving them, then you love them. And that’s the kind of love that’s forever. (runawaytrain/tumblr)

008. Shattered

2011-05-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

So, please, just be patient. I’m so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I’m this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I’m very fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering. (eletheowl/tumblr)

So I heard this song in the wee hours of this morning when I couldn't get to sleep over the radio..

No idea why I switched over to the chinese station cuz usually I'll stick with the english ones but there you go! Another chinese song that's stuck in my head right now!

Someone gotta stop ignoring me, like fuxking seriously.

Gonna head out for family dinner now!

Will be back soon :)

007.

2011-05-06T12:47:00.007+08:00

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You can’t let yourself fall for the same shit over and over. You can’t allow it to trap you up, and suffocate you until you say what it wants you to say. You can’t allow yourself to say yes everytime and fall into its arms. You need to get a grip on yourself because each time you say yes, you know for sure it’s going to end up with tears on your side. You know it’s a constant cycle, and it’s bound to happen again. Seriously, get a fucking grip on yourself and walk away when you still can. Because it’s a monster. It can kill you. Love doesn’t die, but it can kill you. (eletheowl/tumblr)

My favourite chinese song right now..

Started on my second romance novel yesterday night and couldn't fall asleep until 4am.

Woke up with a stiff neck cuz I didn't sleep in the correct position yesterday sigh ayeeee.

Can I whineeeeeee? :'(

Anyway, I'm waiting for the new episode for the vampire diaries to finish downloading and in the meanwhile, do some household chores.

Bye!

006. Talkin' to the moon

2011-05-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

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Hi! It has been more than a month since my last dated entry.

I've already been jobless for 3 weeks and well, not very actively looking for one.

But if anyone has any job offers, do tell me okay!

Completed 1 out of 5 books I've got on hand, took 2 days to finish nicholas sparks' nights in rodanthe.

It's pretty much a cliche romance novel but to me, it's still awesome lah.

I love the days when I will play oldies, snuggle in bed and read my book!

Here's one of my favourite parts from the book:

'There was nothing I could say to her to change her mind. I'd tell her I didn't care about it, but she wouldn't listen. Sometimes, I'd find her in the bathroom touching her face, or I'd hear her crying, and I knew she wanted it more than anything. She'd lived with this thing her whole life, and she was tired of it. Tired of the way strangers used to avoid looking at her, or how kids would stare too long. So I finally gave in. I took all our savings, went to the bank and got a loan against my boat, and we went to see you. She was so excited that morning. I don't think I'd ever seen her so happy about anything in her life, and just seeing her that way let me know I was doing the right thing. I told her that I'd be waiting for her and would come to see her just as soon as she woke up, and do you know what she said to me? What her last words to me were? She said, 'All my life, I've wanted to be pretty for you.' And all I could think when she said it was that she always had been.'

Gonna cook pasta tonight for my family hehe.

Okay back to reading another novel!

005. Slowly, surely

2011-03-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

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Someone tell me what to do.

004. Rainbows and unicorns

2011-03-30T00:31:00.006+08:00

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Finally took time off to submit my SIM application this morning..!

Gotta pay for all the other uni applications too, meowz.

I was damn glad I prepared all the relevant documents so it took me only awhile to submit my application hehe.

SIM is so huge! I think I would get lost if not for the map that a colleague drew out for me lol.

Rushed back to work in the afternoon and had lunch at level 2 canteen again.

I really don't mind having fish soup noodles everyday! Pretty sick of fast food..

Oh, and I wish EFSC wouldn't have to close down by April 18 because I love my job! :(

I shall start taking note of all the things that made me happy in a day and count my blessings, in hope that this would help me stop all the negative thoughts I'm having right now..

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :)

Anyway, I've found 2 songs which are pretty addictive.

This made me cry :'(

Found out that L's dog passed on..

I actually went through my hard disk to look for her pictures and I broke down.

The beagle that was thought to be unfriendly and would always bark at strangers.. and she actually didn't bark at me when I first met her.

I remembered those times when we were having lunch, she would secretly sneak in and lie at the steps, hoping that we'd give her some food.

How she'll always look like she's wearing eyeliner and the cute face-rub thingy that she does.

When she ran out of L's house and she listened to me twice to get back inside.

And when you had yeast infection and the flies were all buzzing around you, I was actually worried for you.

Corli, you were still fine when I saw you the very last time.

I'm sorry I didn't get to say a proper goodbye to you before your time is up.

Thank you for not barking at me and acknowledging that I'm not a stranger, the very first time I met you.

I hope that right now, you're in a beautiful place and that you're happy.

It's almost 2am, time to sleep and gear up for work tomorrow!

I don't know if we should remain like this, or should I take a leap of faith?

Ciaos!

003. I never told you

2011-03-28T00:26:00.005+08:00

I finally made time out to post something here, and it's specially for yingying!

Work has been pretty fufilling :)

Shall, once again, bore you with the minute details of my mundane life.

Took leave on Wednesday to have fun at USS with my favourite girls hehe.

I love all of 'em so so much, they're like my happy pills.

Conquered the battlestar galactica, both human and cylone! & I took cylone twice!!!!

Omg I actually don't know when did I become so brave 'cause I'll usually chicken out..

Some pretty pictures to spice up my already plain blog!

Applied for urgent leave on Friday 'cause I reached home too late after timbre with the colleagues, meowz.

Met up with my JC clique for dinner at town and it turned out to be a pretty sweet evening!

Went back to work on Saturday, and headed to Katong after that!

Old hongkong teahouse for lunch! XLBS FTW :D:D

Sang k at Teo Heng till about 7pm-ish, wanted to extend our room but it was fully booked.

I'm already looking forward to our next singing session already man lol.

Went to play L4D2 at a LAN shop nearby and I think my zombie skills leveled up!

Controlled 2 zombies with a combined scored of >1k hehe.

Supper and koi after that at Parkway Parade, htht with yingying, then home sweet home.

I really want to talk to you, but I don't know how to.

I need to take control of my feelings.

I've already locked them up in my secret chamber, all I need to do now is to find the courage to throw away the key to that chamber.

002. What are words

2011-03-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

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As much as I long to talk to you, I'm gonna fight this urge.

I'm getting better as the days pass.

No longer crying as much, and my thoughts seem to be in control.

I'll admit that I miss you, but I'll get over this I hope.

What your heart once owned, it shall never lose.

Those memories, will be locked away, in this secret chamber of my heart.

I love you and what we had was real.

001.

2011-03-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

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Shifted my archives somewhere for safe-keeping!

Erasing the memories we had, is just as painful as untagging yourself from the >500plus pictures of us together, deleting them from my hard disk, learning how to unlove you.

If only time could turn us around

2010-02-22T21:00:00.007+08:00

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plainvintage/blogspot, goodbye.

on a random note, i love my babies :) cuz wh got them for me, love ttm.

till then.